Fleeing The Nails of Surrender
It is not that we instigate our fall, nor that it is always born of rebellion, but of retention. It is not that we remain untransformed because we do not believe. We do believe, but we are not surrendered. We love the rhythm and rhyme of the lyrics. We may even bow to the spiritual truths of our favorite gospel songs. Yet we do so with an uncrucified heart, a heart that applauds truth but resists its blade. We long for the comfort of faith without the cost of surrender. We welcome grace, yet decline its surgery. We seek to share in the crown, yet flee the nails. We speak of resurrection, but shrink from the cross that precedes it. We want to be filled with His Spirit, yet remain unemptied of self. We desire transformation, but not the dying that makes it possible. Surrender is not a poetic idea; it is a crucifixion. It is the slow undoing of pride, the relinquishing of control, the letting go of every argument we make against the will of Go...